There are times when things do not work out.
There are times when things do not come out and you try, you try, you try, you keep trying and you try again … no matter how hard you try …
until when? how many times are enough, how many are the joust, how many are too many?
What happens if it does not come out? Not a couple of years ago, not last year, not this one, not the day before, not yesterday, not today … and maybe not tomorrow either, what happens if it never comes out and you’ve been insisting without ceasing, imagining an impossible, an unattainable?
Is it good to continue? I must stop? Or better continue? I leave? my God … it is insufferable not to know when it is enough, when is too much …
There is no goal, objective, dream that resists one stake after another, so much disappointment, an absence of emotion, a new failure …
And then, what should I really do? …
My advice this week is that you do what your heart dictates, what comes out of your soul, that if you are convinced that you will triumph and that your dream will come true, that then there is nothing wrong with you continuing to try one and a thousand more times while you sustain the forces, and that at the end there is not so important if you do not succeed, perhaps not to you, who dreamed so much about the success of your project, but to those who love you, who have supported you and the few, perhaps, people that have followed you and accompanied you in your dream, because they have discovered that behind so much failure a person of merit has grown, that not having achieved your end, perhaps you have been your best goal, that you have not reached the desired recognition, perhaps you have won yourself and you, without pretending it, have been your best trophy.
You do not see yourself from where I look at you, if you saw you with my eyes you would know how far you have come and how big you have become chasing that unattainable dream … to me you are your best failure, your best prize … and mine!
